Life of a Teenage Gipsy

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teenagegipsy — Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:27:44 +0000

So he called tonight and we talked, and i did what yall said and didn’t feel nervous for the first time. I talked about how i don’t think i could trust him if we would go out…and i don’t really know if that went well or not. I really want to call him right now, but i know i can’t, just ten more minutes is what he said…well 5 now. anyways, i can’t think of anything to talk about…i think that he thinks i don’t like him because i won’t talk to him, buts its really just cause i’m shy. And for once, im gonna try to smile at him or wave at him tomorrow…GOODNIGHT!

-Teenage Gipsy-

My Wish

teenagegipsy — Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:10:47 +0000

So, i got what i wanted. He likes me and i like him but there are some problems. I can’t trust him, which probably means this relationship won’t last long…at ALL. I don’t know if i can trust him because a month ago, he basically cheated on his girlfriend, and i’m just afraid thats what he’s gonna do to me. He said that he didn’t care if we were in different grades, and that he thinks that we should just get to know eachother better. We already know alot about eachother, i just don’t know. I’m really shy, and i was afraid to talk to him tonight. And i’m afraid that every little thing i say, or try to ask him, he might think that i’m like the stupidest person in the world. And i don’t want him to just come up to me in the halls and start talking to me because i’ll go blank…TOTALLY blank. Anyways and i don’t think i’ll be able to committ as much as he’ll be able to. But we’ll see if it works out.

My Question: Should i say hi first to him in the hallways or poke him, or let him make that decision?

-Teenage Gipsy-

Love

teenagegipsy — Mon, 06 Nov 2006 02:56:56 +0000

Do you ever feel like your never gonna find true love? ok well for the past couple of day, theres been this guy. his name is Hayden and he is really cute. I don’t know if he likes me at all but i think i kind of like him but i’m not sure. See i have only had 2 boyfriends in my life and i really didn’t like them, i just felt bad for them. and Hayden, well he’s kind of outgoing and not afraid to be embarrassed or anything. He can say anything without blusing. He says i’m that way too. But actually, i’m really the complete opposite. I get really shy around boys, and i know i’ll get even more shy around him. And anything i say to him i’ll be afraid of what he thinks about it. He’s had so much experience with relationships, (maybe too much) and i have barely had like ANY. I really think i like him but i don’t know if he likes me yet. I think that we should get to know eachother better before we start “going out”. But thats one little problem. actually it’s pretty big. I can’t date until i’m 16 like i can have a school boyfriend but i can’t like go to the movies alone with him or anything. i have to have a “chaperone”. GAY! I know my dad cares but i’m smart and i’m not gonna do anything stupid. And my mom obviously doesn’t care cause she moved to nowhere for her to be happy, not me. I know…i sound selfish, but it’s always been about her. She lives 4 hours away, and she doesn’t even call me at least once a week, and if i try to call her, she won’t answer, so i have officially given up depending on her. Especially since it would be helpful if she could give me advice since she’s a friken woman and she’s been throught ALOT of these situations.

-Teenage Gipsy-

New 2 this!

teenagegipsy — Mon, 06 Nov 2006 02:01:39 +0000

Hi people. This is my new blog…i’m just getting started. But i could use some help. Anyways, posted a new blog yesterday named “Love”. Please Help…Dinner…Bed…