Love
Do you ever feel like your never gonna find true love? ok well for the past couple of day, theres been this guy. his name is Hayden and he is really cute. I don’t know if he likes me at all but i think i kind of like him but i’m not sure. See i have only had 2 boyfriends in my life and i really didn’t like them, i just felt bad for them. and Hayden, well he’s kind of outgoing and not afraid to be embarrassed or anything. He can say anything without blusing. He says i’m that way too. But actually, i’m really the complete opposite. I get really shy around boys, and i know i’ll get even more shy around him. And anything i say to him i’ll be afraid of what he thinks about it. He’s had so much experience with relationships, (maybe too much) and i have barely had like ANY. I really think i like him but i don’t know if he likes me yet. I think that we should get to know eachother better before we start “going out”. But thats one little problem. actually it’s pretty big. I can’t date until i’m 16 like i can have a school boyfriend but i can’t like go to the movies alone with him or anything. i have to have a “chaperone”. GAY! I know my dad cares but i’m smart and i’m not gonna do anything stupid. And my mom obviously doesn’t care cause she moved to nowhere for her to be happy, not me. I know…i sound selfish, but it’s always been about her. She lives 4 hours away, and she doesn’t even call me at least once a week, and if i try to call her, she won’t answer, so i have officially given up depending on her. Especially since it would be helpful if she could give me advice since she’s a friken woman and she’s been throught ALOT of these situations.
-Teenage Gipsy-
November 6th, 2006 at 10:36 pm
If you think you like him then get to know him a little better and let him get to know you. Find ways to talk to him (at school )lunch, during class, etc.) Good luck!