Fri. Dec. 29, 2006
It’s Friday - where did my vacation go?!?! I swear I feel like it zipped by in the blink of an eye, and it feels incredibly unfair. I have a few more days, counting New Year’s Day of course, but still I’m already feeling like I’m in mourning for another vacation having gone by. I had to do some work today. I can’t decide if I procrastinated by waiting until the day the reports were due (today) or consciously avoiding it out of principle and respect for my supposed vacation. It’s probably a little of both. In any event, I got the work done, and it took only about an hour, as predicted.
What’s bumming me out the most right now is that for two weeks of vacation, I still feel really tired and somewhat grumpy. Aren’t I supposed to be feeling refreshed and rejuvenated now? Aren’t I supposed to be sleeping in and just hanging out, enjoying the natural rhythms of life? It doesn’t seem to be happening that way. Maybe my expectations are out of whack. Maybe I shouldn’t be having any expectations at all.
My hands and feet have been freezing cold lately. I can’t seem to get them warmed up. I’m wearing socks and slippers and sitting on ym feet right now, all to no avail. I think it’s a lost cause.
In headache news I felt kind of crappy last night but seem to be OK today. I really, really need to eat better and get off the sugar addiction I’m currently on. It isn’t helping anything.